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planning out my exit wound some people begin having eating disorders in order to control their lives. then they find that the eating disorder begins to control them instead of vice versa. im not going to tell you what or what not to do. i have no idea myself. and thank you for the comment. i don't have the time to write because school is taking up all my free time. it seems as if i need some control over my own life.


[averyliarleah]
2008-09-04 19:27:10

planning out my exit wound I guess thats the good and the bad thing about reflection. You find out things you should know but sometimes it hurts to know them. I was just thinking today about how it still sucks to eat with people. It feels so rude to just go sit by yourself when everyone has been so nice as to invite you to sit with them. [xprincessxrenax] 2008-09-03 13:06:53

planning out my exit wound tell me about it. whats going on with you?[wesalallen] 2008-09-02 20:55:27

What now, kid;; which way, Love? I'm going to take your advice on the whole fwb thing and if you feel like i pressure you with #5 tell me, because I obviously have no need to do that or that will make me a bigger hypocrite than i already am.[StarOfMySilhouette] 2008-08-29 16:41:15

What now, kid;; which way, Love? Its good to vent about this kind of stuff when you can't say it to them because then you'll blow up on them out of nowhere and that'll be a mess to clean up. Im sorry that everyone and their drama is killing you right now but when I look back I just think of it as everybody getting their little bit of attention and living you know....things like that eventually clear up or die. They''ll figure out if they're gay or that they have extra limbs hanging out of their ass eventually. I may take some time though. Lol. [xprincessxrenax] 2008-08-29 10:35:34

What now, kid;; which way, Love? *Oops I meant friend # 2...not aaron. Damnit. [PUMAsoccerchik07] 2008-08-29 06:49:19

What now, kid;; which way, Love? I have a friend #1.
High school drama sucks.
[delerium8]
2008-08-28 21:13:09

What now, kid;; which way, Love?

Here's to taking a guess that I may be friend #1...
Or a least hoping so because friend #1 misses you a lot too.
But friend #1 feels like maybe she's been out of the loop for too long and maybe no one wants her around anymore. 
& friend #1 doesn't want to impose if she's going to get wierd looks from say...(friend #3), who friend #1 is pretty sure hates her.

Friend # 1 would really like to hang out with you sometime, because friend #1 misses hearing about what's going on with you.

[PUMAsoccerchik07]
2008-08-28 20:32:50

she appears, composed, so she is, i suppose

Well, at my school they have Pre-AP Biology and AP Biology, but you have to take Pre-AP first....it's not technically considered "Biology II AP", but that's what I call it. :P Haha, sorry for confusing you.
I would not be able to stand going to a small high school with so few AP courses. The only way I'm going to make it through the required 12 years of college, medical school, and residency is because it'll hopefully only take me 9 or 10. Which is still depressing....but 4 years of that is residency, and you're basically working in your field by then.

[delerium8]
2008-08-26 18:23:40

she appears, composed, so she is, i suppose

Have I ever told you how much I love reading your entries?
You and Gary are a special case [[in a good way]]. I doubt you'll "probably never get to have those mornings again". Things'll work out, right? ;) 

Aand thanks for your comment, seriously. <3

[delerium8]
2008-08-23 21:29:24

Things To Remember For Senior Year Love this list:) AP classes aren't that bad, you'll do fine! Alsoooo, i agree with the strip club trip.. i was thinking the same thing! hehe.[hellomegan] 2008-08-22 00:46:58

Things To Remember For Senior Year This is exactlyyy what I need.[delerium8] 2008-08-18 19:45:43

Things To Remember For Senior Year

hmm,Im only gonna be a freshman.ConfusedShocked

:p

[Smurphy14]
2008-08-17 02:00:29

Things To Remember For Senior Year I love this list. It's a good list for anyone. Wink[SteeleBlack] 2008-08-16 21:43:03

.as.mem.ories.con.tin.ue.to.grow. Wow, it has been a long week for you, hasn't it? Ehh, back to school shopping. Fuuun stuff....
I hope you have a lovely first day back on Tuesday. :)
[delerium8]
2008-08-12 00:37:23

falling asleep on fire i remembered you

16 lol. Why?

<3Chlsy

[secretdreamer]
2008-08-09 16:20:03

falling asleep on fire i remembered you i think this may be my new favorite thing. ever. just this entry; all of it.[jugalilly] 2008-08-04 15:14:24

falling asleep on fire i remembered you Wow thanks glad to know what you think Rolling Eyes
[Trying2StayAfloat]
2008-08-03 20:37:17

falling asleep on fire i remembered you I actually feel exactly the same way. I'm almost done with the first book, and it just seems...weird. Really different. I don't know...[delerium8] 2008-08-03 17:21:44

falling asleep on fire i remembered you You kept your promise; this was beautiful. :)[delerium8] 2008-08-02 20:15:31

falling asleep on fire i remembered you How DO YOU DO IT? I just don't get it. You are an incredible writer. If I could write like you I would be GOOD and that's no fricken lie. Wink[SteeleBlack] 2008-08-02 19:59:27

Pride&Prejudice I heard it was good![Fat Pig] 2008-07-29 20:09:06

Pride&Prejudice Meee too. I have an old old hardcopy from when it was first published.
Thanks for the add.
[frostnovaxblink]
2008-07-25 02:41:14

AllTheLittleThingsThatMakeMeHappy wow, that's a whole lotta little things. lol.[liddoenerd] 2008-07-22 13:54:22

Pride&Prejudice Because I can. Thats the most simple explanation. Lol. Maybe Ill write an entry about it sometime...[xprincessxrenax] 2008-07-21 13:22:00

Pride&Prejudice Thank you for your sweet note in my diary;  I look forward to knowing you better.  Please know you are most welcome to come back anytime.  Blessings to you, Gina[Spirit Song] 2008-07-21 07:55:00

Pride&Prejudice

At least one person knows how I feel. Lol.

Well...my situation is that I used to live in Florida but Ive just moved to Ireland and right now im kinda stuck living in a hotel because were still looking for a place. Plus my school doesnt start until September or some crazy month like that so I have like a month and a half to do whatever (mainly nothing) right now. Plus Im kinda...frustrated because living in a hotel with certain people is driving me crazy. Ive never seen someone so concerned about other peoples business in my entire life. And then normally I would say I wish she would just shut up and sleep all the time but she snores AND COMPLAINS in her sleep. You cant catch a break. (Shoot me.)

[xprincessxrenax]
2008-07-21 05:21:05

Pride&Prejudice

Eh, Hem...

OMG!!

Besides movie Dirty Dancing that book is one of my favorite love stories yes a fox. I love Mr. Darcy XD

[DecemberPorsche1991]
2008-07-20 21:15:22

Pride&Prejudice OMG![DecemberPorsche1991] 2008-07-20 21:15:01

Pride&Prejudice you are so right.
and the movie and the
book.
are b o s s.

mr.darcy
is my lover.
:)

[Manuela]
2008-07-20 21:01:46

Pride&Prejudice

I've never read it, but now I kinda want to, haha. I still need to read my summer reading book though. Ugh.

Yeahh, I love Avatar still. It's really depressing that it's over. I kinda wanted Katara and Zuko to end up together [[even though Zuko and Mai are pretty cute]], I didn't want them to just go with the obvious Katara/Aang. And poor Toph, she's the only one that ended up single. But she's probably okay with that anyways.

[delerium8]
2008-07-20 20:05:25

Pride&Prejudice Haha. Ive never thought of him as a fox but when you think about it....Lol. [xprincessxrenax] 2008-07-20 05:06:11

AboutBawling&BellCurves;;AboutStrengthFromInhalers i missed alot, didn't i?
your hair is gorgeous, as are you.
i miss you deary, hope life is peachy.
as it seems to be :)
<33

[DownToYou]
2008-07-16 21:50:57

AboutBawling&BellCurves;;AboutStrengthFromInhalers I'm sorry about your car. Your hair looks really pretty. :)
At least, whether Gary's treating you like his little sister or his lover, either way he cares a lot about you. That's something to appreciate. <3
[delerium8]
2008-07-16 18:11:45

AboutBawling&BellCurves;;AboutStrengthFromInhalers we pretty much rock and pepper on popcorn was a beautiful idea of mine. [StarOfMySilhouette] 2008-07-13 20:39:19

AboutBawling&BellCurves;;AboutStrengthFromInhalers I love what not to wear too. [superspeller] 2008-07-13 10:34:34

HideYourLoversUnderTheCovers thanks for the comment! So u really didnt get ur first kiss til u were 16? because all my friends have and im 15 and i feel left out :(

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-07-02 19:39:17

HideYourLoversUnderTheCovers

I'm really sorry you're hurting so much right now.
I agree completely with the first person that commented: It's summer. f*** life.

I know this won't last forever, so just hang in there....

[delerium8]
2008-07-01 16:47:54

HideYourLoversUnderTheCovers
Ohhhhhh, this entry had so much pain Crying or Very sad
<3
[hellomegan]
2008-07-01 01:08:43

HideYourLoversUnderTheCovers

Ah, beautiful. Very beautiful.

The hurt can't last forever so hang on. Mine lasted for two years but Im pulling up and easing out and you will too.

(Light before darkness, darkness before storm, clear skies after. - Just wait for the sky...)

[xprincessxrenax]
2008-06-28 13:05:07

HideYourLoversUnderTheCovers i miss you darling.
it makes me sad to see you like this,
the whole world is crumbling and nobody sees it.
and i wish i could save you, but i don't know how.
all i can say is, it's summer.
f*** life, go swimming, lay in the backseat of cars and sleep.
enjoy whatever you can, when ever you can.
i hope you find your way.

ily.<3

[DownToYou]
2008-06-27 23:01:59

AllTheLittleThingsThatMakeMeHappy Eww at loose change but I must agree - fruit by the foot could make me smile anyday :)[hellomegan] 2008-06-23 22:26:42

AllTheLittleThingsThatMakeMeHappy Eww at loose change but I must agree - fruit by the foot could make me smile anyday :)[hellomegan] 2008-06-23 22:26:42

AllTheLittleThingsThatMakeMeHappy thanks. you're like a little fountain of compliments.. i love it. <3 i try to differ from what society expects out of teenagers. though, i can't say i'll be a teenager much longer. 'young adult' ftw!

hmm, beautiful situations, lets see.. well, i enjoy long walks throughout forests. i like to believe that they're secretly enchanted. it's only when we turn our backs do the trees stretch their limbs and the fairies flutter out from behind leaves. it might sound a little retarded coming from a seventeen year old guy, but when i see the sun crawl through the tiny crevaces between branches, i feel as if talking might ruin it all.

it's comparable to being caught in a dream.. one whisper could send it to oblivion and suddenly wake you up. i don't want that to happen.

xx dean.


[crucifix]
2008-06-23 15:28:12

AllTheLittleThingsThatMakeMeHappy loved this entry ,Rain on your eyelashes
old notes,late night phone calls  was my fav
[southernfire]
2008-06-23 15:19:28

AllTheLittleThingsThatMakeMeHappy really? damn! i was looking for those heart-to-heart religious 'find your faith' conversations. i guess my luck must suck! hehe. =) well, you seem like a smart girl. i do like you already, mhmm. <3 how are you sweetheart? good, i hope.

xx dean.

[crucifix]
2008-06-23 12:25:54

AllTheLittleThingsThatMakeMeHappy oh, believe me, sweet pea... lovin' is hard to come by around here. tough crowd! </3

xx iffi. =)

[crucifix]
2008-06-22 21:46:13

AllTheLittleThingsThatMakeMeHappy simply fantastic.
C.
[toomanysecretsxx]
2008-06-22 21:22:35

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside

Shake it is an awesome song, I loove Metro Station. And I live in Salem. :]  <3 Allie

[xXblooxduckyXx]
2008-06-20 12:03:06

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside It's okay to be scared sometime, girrrl. I know we don't know each other much, but maybe you can call me sometime if anything happens like that?[Fat Pig] 2008-06-19 19:26:03

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside

So not true. I still want to talk to you BELIEVE me. I just felt you guys didn't really like me anymore. I don't know it's like we never hang out (which I know would be my fault) but I do REALLY miss you all the time. I miss Aaron too. We don't talk much anymore either and I hate it. 

<333

[PUMAsoccerchik07]
2008-06-18 16:45:16

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside 4 door[Liana] 2008-06-18 02:41:45

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside was the movie good?? I was thinking about going to see it.[TheLibertine] 2008-06-16 22:51:06

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside

Gah, Metro Station. Very male-Miley Cyrus. Very catchy. I kind of like that song. It hurts to admit that.
But enough about me! You updated! :)
Sounds like you've had quite a summer so far.
Were you very close to your aunt? I'm sorry she died.
I really want to see The Happening. I love M. Night Shyamalan's movies.

[delerium8]
2008-06-16 22:47:51

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside

by the yoghurt keeping me healthy.

i merely meant it contains vitamins!

and i know coke makes you feel bloated and full.

and the term 'negative calories' basically means it takes more calories to digest than the actual thing itself.

thus causing a 'calorie deficit'.

so yeah.

and lets face it.

there truly is no such thing as a 'smart anorexic'.

even i'm not that narrow minded.

Hellarockstar.

[HellaRockstar]
2008-06-16 20:04:32

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside im 18 years old[juxeboxjamieanorexia] 2008-06-16 20:03:04

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside see i dont want ANY noutriants..[juxeboxjamieanorexia] 2008-06-16 19:54:25

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside well if i try bulimic i wont be losing weight.. once food is n your body, your body takes all the nutrients out... also i havent ate in a day in a half, so if i did eat my bady would hold on to that food, and i would gain more weight... [juxeboxjamieanorexia] 2008-06-16 19:44:13

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside The loss of a loved one is always painful.
Sorry.

I saw The Happening today.
The whole time I kept saying
" Oh my god!" or " OH sh*t!"

But it really got me thinking...
What if that really happened?
Would we be prepared?

* shivers* scary to think about.

Love Always,
Mattison[endlessjourney]
2008-06-16 19:40:27

ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside ThinkingOfWaysThatICouldGetInside i love that song Shake It by Metro Station.. sorry about your aunt. its always hard when you lose someone[juxeboxjamieanorexia] 2008-06-16 19:33:11

you are my center/when i spin away/out of control

Wow, I'm so sorry to hear about that girl. A kid that graduated from my school last year died around November (his brother shot him), and that affected us really badly too. And as you know, I go to a gigantic school. So I can't imagine how bad it was for you guys.

It's really great that you and Gary have each other, though. It makes me happy, reading about you two.

[delerium8]
2008-06-08 21:52:20

you are my center/when i spin away/out of control

Prayers are being sent the way of that girl and her family.. gosh, that's horrible... wow... :[

I'm glad you have Gary. :]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-28 21:51:49

you are my center/when i spin away/out of control

Do you mean like regular coke and stuff
or
Diet coke and other diet stuff????

Lots of lo<3
Sebyy xoxo

[skinnybitch]
2008-05-28 12:39:05

So, I'm pretty much almost an adult now kinda

whoo ! :]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-24 22:43:40

So, I'm pretty much almost an adult now kinda Congrats on being a senior! Wink[SteeleBlack] 2008-05-24 14:26:48

forget about your house of cards and i'll do mine i'm so sorry about your aunt honey.
that's terrible. :/ how are you doing?
i miss talking to you, it's been too long.
ily though, and i'm here if you ever need to talk.
or just to make fun of me, for my stupidity. :}
<3


[DownToYou]
2008-04-11 22:59:04

forget about your house of cards and i'll do mine

your aunt and family is in my prayers..
and don't give up, please.
you've got more potential
than you give yourself credit for,
or even allow.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-04-11 11:52:49

forget about your house of cards and i'll do mine

im sorry about your aunt. i recently went through the same thing with my grandmother, and watching someone you love get like that is probably one of the hardest things youll ever have to do in your entire life... i hope you get through everything okay

love love love

[BreathinMusic]
2008-04-10 11:13:05

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) you hit it right on the spot.
great entry<3

[colormefabulous]
2008-04-10 09:17:32

forget about your house of cards and i'll do mine

Oh love, i am so sorry about your aunt. I have never had to deal with a death in my family, and i'm certain when i do, it will hit me, and hit me hard. I don't know what it is, but this entry makes me want to cry, maybe its me, and my pms time, i have no idea. But love your soul is so beautiful. And the part about gary, and the things we all really wish for, makes me sad, because you deserve every single thing you wish for.

Its defienetly the pms, jeeze. I'm just too emotional for my own good dear, im tearing up. I hope you are doing okay its been awhile. Much love.

<333

[PerpetuallySearching]
2008-04-09 22:49:52

forget about your house of cards and i'll do mine I'm so sorry about your Aunt!!!!!!!!I know how it feels for a relative you love die!!!!!!Hope you can be happy again!!!!!Gotta-go!!!!!BYE!!!!
 IdeaBoo1998Idea

[boo1998]
2008-04-09 21:38:49

forget about your house of cards and i'll do mine

Ugh, yeah, I can relate to the whole vultures-in-the-family thing. I'm really sorry about your aunt, though. Mine died of cancer about five years ago, and it was just like you described.

And the lovely times you have with Gary make me jealous.

Your entries are wonderful.

[delerium8]
2008-04-09 21:29:09

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) Bahahaha : ) [hellomegan] 2008-03-29 19:00:31

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) Ahaha, yes!! That is the song and that is how I feel about her books. I mean, she wrote them for fun, never expecting to get them published....so that should in itself show that they're not as perfect as everyone thinks they are.[delerium8] 2008-03-29 14:16:20

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far)

haha, these are funny

Smile

[TheRealAlice]
2008-03-25 19:23:54

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) i love theseeeee.
and i miss you :/
and ily.<3[DownToYou]
2008-03-24 21:16:00

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far)

hahahah, these were great !
i kinda want to do one now. lol.
more, more, i want more ! ;D



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-24 11:56:30

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) lol these were great and so true! 
[PixieStixx85]
2008-03-23 22:53:10

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far)

Lmao. Second to last scares me. I am that person.

Im glad you've learned all these important life lessons.....

[xprincessxrenax]
2008-03-23 21:28:35

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) ah, these are wonderful : )[catchingthestars] 2008-03-23 21:17:04

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) I loved that. It was so true. Have a great week.Mr. Green
[Sageofnothing]
2008-03-23 21:15:36

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far)

this was all so true! hahah

love love love

[BreathinMusic]
2008-03-23 19:38:28

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far)

"If you're reading a book and someone asks what it's about, just let them read the back cover instead of trying to explain it.

Everyone's got some kind of eating disorder.

You people who always use all the hot water? Your day is coming."

Those were my favorites. :)
But they're all great.

[delerium8]
2008-03-23 18:45:38

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) hahaha  some of these made me think "what a bitch" but they're all true anyway lol [Zen2theEnd] 2008-03-23 16:08:36

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) i love all of these.
they make you realise how true a lot of them are.


[LovesRiot]
2008-03-23 15:24:07

The Things I've Learned From Life (so far) ha, the last on eis sooo true[frog34girl] 2008-03-23 15:08:12

leave anytime // you don't have to be right
Props on your SAT scores.
I'm not taking it. Anywho - winter should be done : )
that'd be cool <3
[hellomegan]
2008-03-11 20:35:01

leave anytime // you don't have to be right

i have no idea what the SAT's are out of.. but good job anyways ! haha.

i like that last paragraph [ not the song ].
oh, and the first one.
yehh, i'm getting awfully sick of the snow myself.
but, alas!, it's melting ! :D


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-11 16:06:03

leave anytime // you don't have to be right I love your entries.
Good job on your SAT! Unfortunately I know what you mean about having to decide between colleges...I'm not sure if my parents are actually going to give me a choice though.
I'm glad it doesn't snow here.
[delerium8]
2008-03-09 20:08:02

Our Locked Lips Keep Out The Water

THANK YOU for agreeing with me! I am so effing sick of people saying "awwww, they're getting married?! that's so cute!"

I absolutely love this entry.
The past two years or so have been going by so fast, and so much has happened....

[delerium8]
2008-02-27 18:08:37

Our Locked Lips Keep Out The Water

wow.. wow.
i always wish i had more to say.
but my words don't do yours justice.

+ ehh.. growing up. :/
how the time flies.
and it's sad how so many
just want to grow up.. :[
blahhhh.

i hope you can slow down,
or.. something.
try looking at all the good ?
being grateful just helps,
it really does, to not make
everything so.. disheartening.
give it a try ?



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-02-20 22:39:02

Our Locked Lips Keep Out The Water
f*** this was deep. I can't express how much I loved this entry and sorta maybe kinda related to it.
[hellomegan]
2008-02-20 21:27:15

you make me smile [please stay for a while] Wear the moccasins to school!!! [StarOfMySilhouette] 2008-02-03 14:36:05

you make me smile [please stay for a while]

happy belated birthdayyy ! XD
i'm glad you're happy.. it seems you've got much to be happy about !
you and gary, aww.. you are too cute, you two ! ;D
this entry made me happy happy happy - hehehe :]



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-01-30 22:39:01

you make me smile [please stay for a while] this entry made me happy, and i dont even know you.
that's cra-zay.
happy belated, 17's totally rad![kiwisurprise]
2008-01-30 19:41:31

you make me smile [please stay for a while] I dug this entry. made me smile knowing you're doin well and happy and yeahh stuff like that : ) You guys are cute , happy belated birthday! BEING 17 IS THE SHIIIIIIIIIIIIT [hellomegan] 2008-01-29 20:24:01

you make me smile [please stay for a while]

Awww, that was a nice entry. :)

I'm glad your birthday went well, besides the damn SAT, of course.

Yeaaah, I pretty much hated it too. I came home and played Need For Speed. Muchhh less fun than you had, it sounds like. ;)

[delerium8]
2008-01-27 21:00:39

Time for you to get a watch!

i love being a teenager, too... i don't wanna grow up ! [ pouts ] lol
i'm super glad you had such good times !
just.. a;sldfjakdsjf, =D =D =D
this entry made me smile, and be happy,
and i love the way you wrote it.
hehehe. <3 :]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-01-24 15:34:21

Time for you to get a watch! You are one of the few that love their teenage years...good for you. [SteeleBlack] 2008-01-21 21:10:28

Time for you to get a watch!

lmao. I was just thinking what that last person said in their comment, before I read it.
I'm glad someone enjoys it, though. Because I, personally, can't wait until 10 years from now.
I was wondering earlier today when you'd update again.
I freaking love quesadillas.
There's an SAT scheduled on my birthday, but I refuse to take it, so I'm taking it next Saturday instead.
Good luck on yours....

[delerium8]
2008-01-21 18:58:14

Time for you to get a watch! never in my life have i heard anyone say...

"God I love being a teenager."

[1bap]
2008-01-21 18:19:29

act like kids in love

ahh, this entry made me so happy. =]
i'm glad you're content -
it is an amazing feeling <3


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-01-07 20:18:04

slick girls and sick boys

YAY for the red hair !!
and ughh, being sick. =X
i was sick, toooo the whole week before Christmas.
your presents sound greattt. =]
and buying presents with each other then exchanging them is something i do with my friends, ahahaha.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-01-07 20:15:41

act like kids in love

hahah that comment made me laugh...i always think that my life is horrendously boring or horrendously dramatic...so if you want your life to be like someones, i wouldnt reccomend mine haha...

ughhh i know what you mean about stupid bitches trying to come in and take your place. like my friends stupid stepsister...i f***ing hate that girl. okay all of us are like 18-21 years old right, and we've all hung out for a few years. so shes like...16, and she walks around the HOUSE in clubwear which is so stupid...shes not cute at all, nobody likes her because she has so little self respect and she swears like a sailor. okay, i mean its okay to cuss but shes like "f***in sh*t! where is my damn f***ing beer! hahah oh there the f*** it is! f*** f*** f***" and we all basically just want to run her over with cars several hundred times...and the poor kid has to live with her Neutral

love love love

[BreathinMusic]
2008-01-07 16:39:36

act like kids in love Girl, she knows you're better than her.
[Fat Pig]
2008-01-04 16:48:18

slick girls and sick boys

who have i been waiting to call me?

the stupidest boy who i could never get over.

but he screwed me over and im not gonna be so easy to forgive this time.

besides i have a boy back home who loves me.

and im going to love him back.

[toomanysecretsxx]
2008-01-02 22:16:55

slick girls and sick boys

ah i saw that picture on post secrets.
it made me laugh very hard.
thanks i am hoping i can stay strong.
with my new years resolutions.
the sad thing is i didnt even come up with them.
my best friend came up with them for me.
but who else knows me as well as he does.

[toomanysecretsxx]
2008-01-01 15:33:19

slick girls and sick boys ok the story but the pic?[cassieluvzyew] 2008-01-01 14:39:38

Every kiss begins with Kay

i admire that.
you live for the moment.
if only i was like that.

[toomanysecretsxx]
2007-12-30 14:50:25

Every kiss begins with Kay
Meep! I love how I haven't read your diary in like, FOR-EV-AH, and I come back and I still know what you're saying. Love that. Dooooooooo Kyleeeeeeee : )
[hellomegan]
2007-12-26 22:26:46

Every kiss begins with Kay Hey sweet cheeks, first of all you spelled ectasy wrong, but maybe you intended for that to happen like that. Second you should have gave kyle one it would relieve some stress, and would have been adventurous (spelled correctly???) and if jess asks you something about her farting, kyle, and brooks just go along with it, it is just one of my immature jokes on jess.[soccerupendi08] 2007-12-24 21:19:56

WhatDoYouGoHomeTo? Aww, don't wreck your car. What'd it ever do to you? :P[delerium8] 2007-12-13 19:31:12

WhatDoYouGoHomeTo? lol, I listened to them when I was shrooming this last week...  
[Zen2theEnd]
2007-12-13 19:14:33

ate an apple, drank a snapple

p.s. 'things' should really be 'thighs', hah.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-12-05 22:32:53

ate an apple, drank a snapple

ergh, things. =$

it sounds like one of those
good-for-no-real-reason days. =]
minus the 'fat day' crap. i'knoww.

free cookie tuesday ?!
what the heckkk ?!
we have footlong tuesday,
get a footlong sub
[ i just accidentally typed football ]
for only like, $4.96,
i think that includes the meal.

but yeah.
i just had a realization like that,
too ! crazy ! whoaa. XD
don't give up, love.
never give up.

i'm not sure why, but i just..
really love this entry. =] <3


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-12-05 22:29:33

ate an apple, drank a snapple

You're lucky that you have friends that work at Subway. Seriously.

I have fat thighs too. :(

I'm glad you're not giving up. I'm so sick of everyone I know giving up on things [[including myself...hah...]]. The world is filled with quitters, and I personally prefer to stand out.

[delerium8]
2007-12-04 22:19:33

letters & postcards in the shape of your heart

The Postal Service <3

i'm glad you had a good time at the lock-in !
lock-in's are definitely amazinggg, =D

cuddling... hate the word, but i like
what it actually is... haha. i want a boy to
cuddle with !

anyways.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-12-02 14:44:13

letters & postcards in the shape of your heart Is that what you wanted to tell me the other day at school? Because I just lost all respect points for him now. I think we should get him drunk and naked and throw him out in the middle of the lloyd expressway on a nice freezing busy evening, then see if his opinion would change then.[soccerupendi08] 2007-12-01 18:35:45

letters & postcards in the shape of your heart i miss you darling.
<3
[PerfectPaperXDoll]
2007-11-29 11:20:30

letters & postcards in the shape of your heart

The lock-in sounds like it was really fun. I want to see Enchanted. Yeah, when someone makes an idiotic comment like that, it's a sign that their friendship is worthless.

I'm in suspense for the "something else". Don't make us wait too long.

[delerium8]
2007-11-27 22:17:25

my love of love

`my crayola's were never enough to make you real`

i think thats absolutely gorjeous

Xx

[SuchAPerfectTragedy]
2007-11-25 21:44:58

my love of love You're writing is amazing.[Fat Pig] 2007-11-24 13:28:36

my love of love

oh. my. gosh.
this is so amazing.
it honestly took my breath away.
oh goodness. i LOVE it.
it's probably my favorite thing
you've ever written.

hoping all is well <3


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-11-22 22:38:42

my love of love

this is beautiful<3

&&awwe ! thank you!! and yeah, i guess you're right. lol. :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

[tellmexwherexarexyou]
2007-11-22 08:53:07

my love of love

Awesome, I added you. :))

[[I'm blah_153@hotmail.com by the way.]]

[delerium8]
2007-11-21 18:53:12

my love of love ily.[PerfectPaperXDoll] 2007-11-21 10:21:41

my love of love Oh darling. This is a masterpiece, one of the best i've ever seen you write.
Its everything.

I've been lost.
And working my bum off and piercing everything.
Painful, but pain is nothing compared to a broken heart.

Love you.
Tell me how;ve you been.
xxx
[PerpetuallySearching]
2007-11-20 17:10:29

my love of love By now, you don't need to be told this, but you're amazing. You really are. [delerium8] 2007-11-18 19:32:06

Bubbles Don't Taste As Good As They Look Guess what I found.Mr. Green[soccerupendi08] 2007-11-15 17:19:41

Bubbles Don't Taste As Good As They Look hello gorgeous.
how are you?
xxx
[PerpetuallySearching]
2007-11-14 17:23:33

Bubbles Don't Taste As Good As They Look

ahhh, i'm glad you had a good time !!
and that Gary's girlfriend wasn't there. =D
this entry made me happy & smiley, haha.
&i adore that pic of you, it's amazingg, beautiful. =] <3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-11-13 17:02:01

i am a part of your soul, boy

so it seems like you & Gary are doing pretty great then.
and are friends & all. so that's gooood. =] yeah ?
but michael. stupidddd. ugh. ;alksjd;flkajdf.
i never seem to believe people when they tell
me i'm 'pretty' or they 'care' about me. gahh.

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-11-13 16:58:52

Bubbles Don't Taste As Good As They Look no im not an attention whore....i do not want attention. I do want to meet other people like me...its called pro ana..[~CrimsonBeauty~] 2007-11-12 05:23:36

Bubbles Don't Taste As Good As They Look

Opera, hmm? Your friends aren't nearly as awesome as you if they go to operas. :P

Sounds like you had fun though.

And dude, seriously, you're beautiful.

I love the glasses. :)

[delerium8]
2007-11-11 22:49:05

Bubbles Don't Taste As Good As They Look duhhh.
added.[DownToYou]
2007-11-11 17:18:51

i am a part of your soul, boy I Love This
&
I hope the person who is meant to love me,
is looking for me,
because I'm not looking for him anymore.
thats my favourite bit its like wow![LovesRiot]
2007-11-09 03:49:40

i am a part of your soul, boy

I'm glad to hear that.

You deserve to be happy.

I hope things keep going well for you.

[delerium8]
2007-11-08 22:13:43

i am a part of your soul, boy wow, i've never realized that.
yes, she does look somewhat like her.

:)[yourlittlexmonster]
2007-11-08 22:06:05

i am a part of your soul, boy Ive felt alot like that last part latley...[xprincessxrenax] 2007-11-08 21:51:42

Recluse i love you.
and christin?
i have no feelings anymore.
i have nothing.
i wish i could wake up one morning and just...start over.
a clean sweep. with no boys. no emotions. nothing.
and i wish i could know who i am.

and i wish that you would smile.
and i wish that things would get better for you.
because you deserve it, not matter how much you think that you don't.
you do. so f***ing much.


[DownToYou]
2007-11-07 12:14:07

Recluse

Your note made me smile. Thank you.

Your extremely amazing Christin, I envy you so much.

Like if we lived during the Salem Witch Trial era...I'd have to accuse you of being a witch...out of like sheer jealousy. ((actually I wouldn't, cause I like you to much, but you get the idea))

Much Love
Katie

[PUMAsoccerchik07]
2007-11-05 18:02:52

Recluse

Yeah...I know what you mean...really.....

All of the fake relationships in my head have convinced me that it's better if I just don't date.

Which might sound insanely stupid, but if the fake ones turn out horribly...I don't have much hope for real ones.

I have no freaking idea why they're having at Sea World. I hate Sea World, personally. The most boring, stinky place you have to pay to get into. This thing is free, but I'd still rather have it at some boring office or school.

[delerium8]
2007-11-04 17:27:08

Recluse wow very deep... [punkgirl] 2007-11-04 17:02:46

AsYourSummerStarSlowlyFadesIntoTheFirstFallMorning

oh my gosh.
this entry is so me.
oh goodness.
i can't even say..
oh wow. =X
i love it.
thank you
sooo much.

<3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-11-04 12:12:22

AsYourSummerStarSlowlyFadesIntoTheFirstFallMorning Its a deal. [xprincessxrenax] 2007-11-01 15:42:55

AsYourSummerStarSlowlyFadesIntoTheFirstFallMorning

i've felt like this many times.

well said my friend.

people spend their whole lives waiting for that next moment instead of enjoying what they have now.

[ColleenIsAdream]
2007-10-31 20:54:25

AsYourSummerStarSlowlyFadesIntoTheFirstFallMorning Ha. So its not just me...[xprincessxrenax] 2007-10-31 19:52:38

& if you love, well that should be enough This Sounds Wierd
But i can relate to this so well..
i love your writing
<3[LovesRiot]
2007-10-31 12:55:49

AsYourSummerStarSlowlyFadesIntoTheFirstFallMorning Heart HUgs! Powerful message![Jeweliet] 2007-10-31 12:10:00

& if you love, well that should be enough

It's actually just a tennis shoe. But it's an awesome tennis shoe. That now has gray blotches.

Stupid deaf kid.

[delerium8]
2007-10-24 20:19:30

& if you love, well that should be enough

f***.
You write so f***ing amazing.
<333

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